February 2013
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January 2011
2 posts
ivoncuhhz:
I don’t look back at the past to realize my regrets and mistakes, but simply just to reminisce about the memories that used to be worthwhile.
I can’t deny, they still make me smile until this very day.
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Every little thing you do or say irritates me.
December 2010
7 posts
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Take it or leave it.
It’s ironic how I seem as if I’m poking my nose into other people’s businesses all the time. I don’t intend to and I don’t intend to become a part of it, but it’s difficult when I’m always being put in the middle of every situation. First of all, it’s not my problem to begin with so I’m not the one to judge about the issue. If you want my...
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Goodbye 2010,
It’s not one of my best years, but better than last year’s. I’m not necessarily saying farewell because the start of the new year is pretty much a continuation of the previous day of the year, but it’s nice to reflect the year as a whole for a change and have that thought of starting anew.
It really got to me on how much I changed over the course of the year. From being...
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December's All In One.
It was a simple yet complex month, but I’m glad it’s almost over and done with. Being overworked and exhausted in the beginning was well-rewarded because I was able to relax and have fun as winter break began. The ending of December feels like it has the biggest impact in my life than any other month, not just because it’s the end of the year, but because this month has...
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Alternative.
This Christmas is unlike any other year. I was grinning so hard when I was getting out of bed this morning due to all the text messages of “Good morning” and “Merry Christmas” from close or distant friends and people I hardly even know or talk to. Instead of a decorated tree and wrapped presents, my family and I celebrated Christmas by spending the whole day and night with...
"Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, or...
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Sucks to be you.
Funny how someone can be so important to you, when you mean so little to them.
WatchI am so fascinated. ♥ — I don’t understand why this post got deleted before. D: (Click on a square and continue clicking.)
November 2010
7 posts
November's All In One.
Brighter earlier in the day and darker earlier in the night, the days feel so prolonged and sometimes too short for my liking. With the season becoming much colder, I have this idiosyncrasy to crave for somebody to be with me at all times. Not someone special or any distinctive person, I just need a certain amount of people who would suppress any thoughts of loneliness that evokes internally.
The...
After so much of the same substance, I start to...
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A Maturing Kid.
Even though I possess childlike qualities, it finally occurred to me that I am no longer a child anymore. The problematic issues that arise day by day are more consequential than ever before. I feel pressure induced from all sides - family, friends, and even self. Due to the high expectations and goals, I am burdened with everything weighing down on my shoulders. I am expected to be my best and...
Are you honestly capable of following through with...
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I honestly don't miss you.
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What the fuck? #2
When I got on the bus last night to head home, I encountered a bald man that looks similar to Freddy Krueger in the recent A Nightmare On Elm’s Street movie. Something about him gave me the jitters so I moved away a little and he began to consistently stare at me with his body unmoving and his eyes unblinking. Being apprehensive, I decided to take a seat in the middle next to a blond lady....
An Unforgettable Weekend.
The events of this weekend was so abrupt, so random and somewhat peculiar in the eyes of another being. I went through so much phases that I don’t usually go through on just a “simple” weekend. No not emotionally, but physically.
Friday (Crazy partying): I had the best time of my life on Friday with the people I came with, the people I met, and the people I reconnected with....
October 2010
16 posts
Judgmental Accusations.
Before you start pointing fingers at people, at least get your facts straight through confrontations instead of believing all those false rumors that roam about. I cannot prevent you from judging, but at least have the decency to get to know me beforehand.
October's All In One.
There is so much stability in my life that everything is now becoming predictable, so robotic like someone is manipulating my life to how he or she pleases. In a strange sense, I like it. I find such satisfaction over the consistent routines and procedures all done in the same numerical order because the balance is putting my mindset to rest. There are always those inconsistent irritations that...
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At 10/10/10 10:10:10 AM/PM:
Someone is bound to ask their significant other out. Someone is bound to make the most epic wish of the entire year. Someone is bound to do something special at that moment.
Be happy tomorrow! Something may be lurking right around the corner. :D
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Dear October,
I know it’s a little late to be writing to you since the first has already arrived and passed, but I hope you treat me well this month. Like everyone says, there are 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays, and 5 Sundays this month which can only happen in 823 years. Make this month lucky and special to me or at least bring me contentedness. I’m off to a great start, don’t fail me now.
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Day Ten: Unofficial or official relationships....
My opinion on unofficial and official relationships are dependent on their circumstances because if I really like a certain person, then obviously I would want to make it official for the world to see that that person is mine and mine only (for the time being). However, unofficial relationships satisfy me the best because I can very easily end it and give this lame excuse: “We weren’t...
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Unspeakable.
Last night, something supernatural occurred and I know it was because of you. The dog was consistently barking at a certain area in my room and jumping excitedly everywhere providing me the notion that someone or something was there playing with him. The rabbit had this startled look like some entity was about to attack her. You came didn’t you? You finally came to visit me. I used to notify...
Day Nine: How do you let your crush know you like...
The typical stuff: mixed signals, teases, flirtations, huge smiles, frequent communications, and I obviously admit to my crush that I like them. Simply evident is the way to go.
mik0:
What the fuck is a home that doesn’t feel like “home”? What the fuck is the point in living in a nice place if it still isn’t home to you? There’s nothing good about that. I could have all of the damn electronics and materialistic things I want, and I still wouldn’t want to be in this place I call “home.” Home is where the heart is? Well fuck this place. My heart is certainly not here.
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Hopefully In The Future.
This is a period of time in my life where I feel so empty inside, so lost like a wandering soul with no open pathway to be set free. Hopefully in the future, I’m bound to end up somewhere. This strong, bitter, cruel, cold facade I’m putting up is slowly breaking and hopefully in the future, it’s going to be repaired without being broken down into. I’m doing such stupid...
Day Eight: How do you decipher infatuation/lust...
Infatuation and lust are when you develop a strong sexual craving or physical desire for someone due to their physical attributes. You can also feel infatuated when you first meet someone new because that person’s different and it’s something new to you that you want to understand. After you figure a person out, the infatuation diminishes because that person isn’t a mystery...
Day Seven: How do you feel about sex?
Sex can be for pleasure or for making love. I think a person’s first time is usually with someone of significant importance and after that, it does not really matter anymore. I find the meaning of sex overrated because everyone seems to be losing their virginity nowadays. What happen to sex after marriage? It is highly unlikely for someone to marry being a virgin.
How do I feel?
I don’t know. Fuck, I’m at a lost for words right now and I can’t even think straight. Like the majority of the people on Tumblr, I want to vent but I don’t know how to say it and put it out into words. What is wrong with me lately? My mentality has changed its course and it’s really scaring me. I am so pathetic… Where am I going in my life? I wish I had an...
mik0:
Why do I even bother to try to understand? It seems like I never will. I’m wandering, trying to reach destination. Where am I going? Holy fuck, I don’t know. I’m on a trip, and this trip has me homesick. I want to go back home, but I’m so far from the familiar. So I keep on walking. I walk in a way that just says that I’m trying to get somewhere. Not too fast, not too slow. Eagerly...
Day Six: Chase or be chased. Explain.
I would rather be chased because pursuing someone is the least bit of my interest unless they are attractive gay females. Other than that, they come and they go. In my opinion, love is a joke and I am not ready to settle down yet. Any relative feelings to love can wait.
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Day Five: What is the stupidest thing you have...
The stupidest thing I have ever done out of like was the time when I made 101 stars that each contained something I liked about this guy because he consistently questioned my feelings for him. As I was about to give it to him for his upcoming birthday, we stopped talking all of a sudden and for some stupid reason, I didn’t bother to talk to him either. After two months of sulking, I went on...
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Past.
It is ironic how everyone always has something to complain about when happiness and perfection were so close to their reach. People didn’t appreciate what they have until it is gone and everyone goes “I miss…” or “I regret…” When can we ever be satisfied? For example, every entry I posted for Freshman year in my private blog seemed so simple and yet I...
I'm never as happy as I should be. I always feel...
(via fkingdennis)
September 2010
32 posts
Day Four: What are the components of a good...
The basic factors for a well-balanced and well-developed relationship are:
Trust: Believe in your partner. Stop making false assumptions about each other. The more you trip, the more your relationship would decline.
Communication: What is the point of being in a relationship when everything is all physical? It just goes to show that you are only attracted to your significant other physically...
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Day Three: Which is more important: looks or...
To be blunt, looks are more important than personality. However, personality is of more value. Looks are what attracts a person and the personality is what keeps the person. If someone who is opposite of your preference comes up to you and asks you on a date, would you accept or would you decline? If you picked accept, then would you acknowledge or ignore their looks? How about if you were doing...
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Fatality.
I encountered yet another near death experience today. My heart suddenly slowed its beating and my vision begins to blur, eliciting faces to resemble shades of gray smogs. I squint my eyes and hurriedly drank a gulp of water in an attempt to make the feeling reside, but nothing proceeds. In fact, it gets much worst. The downed water abruptly arises back up my throat and I begin having this...
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Anxiety.
As dawn becomes to dusk, I undergo this eccentric sensation of uneasiness and solicitude. For what? I do not know. I cannot comprehend why I feel the way I feel, but my mentality informs me that I am anticipating something. Maybe I am awaiting for somebody/something to arrive or to occur, or maybe I am just delusional. What the fuck.
Simplicity.
marjohernandiz:
Some people say my life is fun, while me on the other hand thinks it’s okay. I think I go out way too much. Too much that I don’t really spend time with my family. I rather spend boring time with my family rather than just party all weekend. It gets really sickening. I admit, it gets fun, but the next day is always the bad part. I’ll start wanting more, party more, and do all...
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Day Two: What is your ideal boyfriend/girlfriend?
Ideal Boyfriend: A semi-rebellious average-looking guy who has the smarts to outsmart me and the wits to humor me. An unpredictable, mysterious, sweet, and caring guy who I can trust and who can keep me interested.
Ideal Girlfriend: An independent, balanced, and average-looking chick who is appreciative and trustworthy. An intriguing/fascinating chick who can prove to me that she is worth the...
Mind Game.
You perceive the correct strategies and the scrupulous maneuvers to win, but are you surely winning? How are you so convinced that you are in succession? I am amused at the fact that your belief of being in domination is increasing your arrogance. I appreciate your obliviousness to my devious tactics because I am finally having some entertainment solely due to your presence, your predictability,...
marjohernandiz:
I love that feeling of numbness when you’re laying in bed exhausted from life. Where you don’t feel anything, hear anything and don’t care about anything. You literally drift off into your own world where your thoughts build and you begin to listen. You become so concentrated on what your mind is saying that without knowing it, you drift off into sleep. Your...
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Heartless Bitch.
I am becoming emotionless and cold towards others. I do not have any care about anything/anyone in the world except what/who interferes with my life. If you are special to me, no doubt I will care about you but that is about it. Everything/everyone else is unworthy of my time and is unworthy of being concerned about.
I'm not a book.
simplyjustsu:
You can try to read me and understand the words on my pages. You can try to study every word that is written on those lines. As you flip the pages of my book, you’ll hear about the stories from my past. But you will never know the true definition of me. You will never figure me out. So don’t shove me in your bookshelf when you’re done reading me because you couldn’t understand me....
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Day One: What is your perspective on love?
Love. What is love? Is love the forgiveness that’s given when he/she cares too much to be angry? Is it that feeling of sensation whenever he/she comes in contact with each other’s hands? Or is it that intense electric spark that is received when shoulders collide with one another at first sight? Love is too complex to define with mere words. Love is an emotion, a feeling. It is pain,...
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Tumblr Love Challenge.
Day One: What is your perspective on love? Day Two: What is your ideal boyfriend/girlfriend? Day Three: Which is more important: looks or personality? Why? Day Four: What are the components of a good relationship? Day Five: What is the stupidest thing you have ever done because of liking someone? Day Six: Chase or be chased. Explain. Day Seven: How do you feel about sex? Day Eight: How do you...
Desire.
Seeing the beautiful lights at the pier last night struck me to realization on how much I want to get away from here. I want to travel to new places, meet new faces, and experience new things. Don’t get me wrong, I’m content with living in this city but sometimes I just want to try something new for once.
Friendliness is not flirtacious. Don't get it...
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Unattainable.
Why do girls always fall for bad guys? What makes them so attractive? Why do you continuously fall for the same tactics they’re using to other girls? Why do you want to tame them so bad? Why are you still chasing them after they’re through with you? Why do you so desperately want him? Why is he so special? Why is he the reason why you cry yourself to sleep at night? Why is he the one...
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Utopia.
I have been staring blankly at the computer screen for half an hour now and no thoughts have come to my mind. No troubles, no rage, no sadness, no emotions, no feeling - just nothing. I love this feeling of being at ease and as a reward, I’m going to dress freely tomorrow and be relaxed. I just hope I don’t knock out with my sleeping clothes on.
